O god wy?!

Oke so I made thise one first and dident realy like it:

So I went looking around online fore some better looking Photoshop art and lookt fore the things that made it look so good, like no out lines and big eyes expressing the face, more of a paint style and better over flowing of the colors.

so I made this fore practices first:

Feeling better about painting in Photoshop I went on on making a painting of Scyllata
and I ended up making this:

Oke so wat type of sugar hallucinate dream endid up makeing me draw thise?!
 I swear that I was listing to freaking  Metallica while drawing thise. and it looks pritty nice `(fore my doing) but o god wy!